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"You gotta put the portal there"
"Cry"
"The portal goes right there"
"Cry"
"I got this Pewds just put the portal there"
"Cry!" Pewdie finally shouted.
"What?!" Cry shouted back, followed by his soft laughter.
"I love you, Cry" Pewdie said,
"I love you too man, now shoot the portal" Cry chuckled, not realizing exactly what Pewdie had meant.
"No, Cry, I love you.." He trailed off, looking down from the computer screen. Cry blinked a few times, silence filling the skype call between them. Finally he found his voice. "What do you mean?" He asked weakly.
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Pewdie sighed, a lump forming in his throat as he tried desprately to stay calm. He'd decided the night before that today was the day. He was going to tell Cry how he felt. It might not make a difference, seeing as they were an ocean apart, but he had to let him know. Cry meant more to him then he thought a man could. He was his best friend, and understood him in every way. On the special occasions that Cry let himself be seen, Pewdie's heart would fluttery like a school girl's, and he couldn't help but smile uncontrolably.

Cry never noticed Pewdie's little jokes. When he would call him baby, or talk about making out. Or maybe he did and pretended not to. As far as Pewdie knew, he didn't think of him like that. But September contradicted that thought.

During september of the year before, almost a year ago now, Pewdie made a trip to Florida to visit his friend. He held his emotions in, it was only a crush then, so it was easy. One of those little things that pull at your heart strings when you see that person. But after Cry and he went out drinking, and came home drunk, everything changed.

Cry pushed himself on Pewdie, and being drunk as he was, Pewdie let it happen. He enjoyed every moment, and managed to hold onto that single memory of that night. Cry on the other hand claimed to remember nothing. He said that whatever happened, it was best they didn't remember. So Pewdie pretended that he didn't.

But since then, his feelings had grown from a tug on his heart strings to a 18-wheeler trying to drag his heart away to the boy on his screen. Today was one of those days Cry had gifted him with the sight of his face. It made his confession that much harder.

"I mean that I love you. I've liked you since last year, and I do remember what happened in September, I thought if I didn't say anything that these feelings would go away but they got stronger. I don't expect you to feel the same, but I wanted you to know" He sighed, feeling a massive weight life off his chest. Cry stayed silent.

After five minutes, he couldn't take it anymore, "Cry?"
"Hold on" Cry said, his voice sounding strange, Pewdie heard him sniffle.
"Cry are you crying?" He asked softly. Did what he said make Cry that upset?
"No" Cry lied, the stuffiness of his voice making it obvious.
"I didn't mean to make you upset.." Pewdie whispered, tears coming to his eyes. He was going lose Cry, after this the boy he loved would stop talking to him and he would never, ever see his face again.

"I remember too" Cry whispered.
---

And Cry did remember. When Pewdie came down to visit, Cry planned on telling his friend that he was in love with him. That he had been since they met. But every time he tried, he'd choke and get caught looking like an idiot with his mouth hanging open. Pewds would laugh and taunt with something like, "Cat got your tongue?"

Alcohol and liqour made him bolder though. And so he took Pewdie out drinking, then dragged him back home with explicit thoughts in his mind.

He made love to his best friend. But never told him that he loved him.

Even in his drunken stupor he couldn't bring himself to say it, those three simple words. The next day he acted like he didn't remember, and when Pewdie claimed he didn't either, he was both relived and sad. From then on he held onto his feelings, swearing never to tell Pewdie how he felt, in fear of losing his friend.

Hearing those words fall off of Pewdie's tongue was like seeing someone you thought you lost. Hope filled up inside him and he swallowed his tears before turning to the computer screen.

"I love you too, Pewds."
I wrote this a while ago and forgot to submit it. Sorry.

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:iconpandamaster2812:
Pandamaster2812 Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist Filmographer
You...... Just...... Put........ Me......... Through......... Hell........
that was so good.
respect✌️
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imaduckquack Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015
That was beautifulhappy cry XD 
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Pinklzrd Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
how many words is it
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ButterWolf134 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014
X3 Emote :eeeee: 
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SkyJewel25 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014
i ship it!
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cutenecko Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I love the beginning its funny
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kats5 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
\^0^/
:D:D:D
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lunabloodstone115 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Student Writer
The feels!! YEA BOIIIIII :3
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:iconherpderp898:
Herpderp898 Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
SO. MUCH. D'AWWW!!!
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shippo22 Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
aaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwww
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Lilibodett Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
NOW I KNOW WHAT PEWDIE MEANT!!!!! :iconfuckyeahplz:
YESSSSSSSSSS!!!
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:iconpewdiecrylover786952:
OMG THIS IS SO CUTE. I ALMOST CRIED TT^TT
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ivee71 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013
Woah somethings bugging me lately so when pewdie said "cry do you remember?"
"What?" Cry replied
"September" pewdie answers
(Cry kills himself)
I dnt get it so if pewdie was reffering to the song "september" why did he? I dont get it, the song didnt make any sense about what theyr playing or doing
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cutenecko Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i guess he was trying to be funny ... yea
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Zacaria-Lain Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't really know the answer to that either but that was the answer we got from Cry
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ivee71 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013
Weird, But who knows maybe it's just one of Pewdie's nonesense jokes XD
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Skye-42 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Student General Artist
He basically referenced an old-ish love song called "September' by Earth, Wind and Fire. (I think) You're probably thinking of a different song with the same name. :/
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Ponyitalia12 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
*/////////////////////////////* ♥
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CreeperAngel22Cat Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2013
DAAAAAAAAAAAAW! I was like "AWWWWWW POOR CRY!" then I was liked "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!"
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WindWakerWin Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012  Student Photographer
AHHHHHH ASDFGHJKL

I have one question though. Everyone always talks about September in their fics or fan art. So why is September so special? Did Pewds actually go visit him in September or something?
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Zacaria-Lain Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
In one of their co-op's, Pewds asks Cry if he "Remembers September" And Cry than killed himself in the game, and so the fandom took it as something happening in September between the two of them, but Cry told us later on that Pewds was referencing the song September by Earth, Wind and Fire, so that song has now basically been their 'ship song' since then
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shiouri-akatsumari13 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Is it sad that I actually know that song? lol
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WindWakerWin Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012  Student Photographer
ahhhh THANK YOU!!!!

This has been bugging me for DAYS

do you know what the video is?
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:iconzacaria-lain:
Zacaria-Lain Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's one of their Portal 2 Co-Op's
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lily12applepie Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012
this made my day
its so... so....
can't describe the awesomeness...
let's say my brain exploded from so many emotions and sweetness
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DreamNovember Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Student General Artist
Wow this is amazing. You're an excellent writer. I'm in love with this ^-^
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ANIMEGIRAFFE Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
wow you are a really good writer. I like how you told the story from both sides
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TawnyMutt Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
two questions.
1- Why am i reading this?
2- why am I so absolutely in love with it?!
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GaarasDaughter Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Student General Artist
(BTW WHEN I WROTE THAT COMMENT I WASN'T FINISHED READING IT)

Loved the 18 wheeler Simile, it really adds humour (sort of ish) to a sortof sad event.

Love your story. You are an amazing writer, please use your gift of writing to drag others' hearts away by 18 wheelers.

See whut I did thar? Lol Really I mean it.
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Zacaria-Lain Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much<3 It means a lot c:
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GaarasDaughter Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012  Student General Artist
c:

Im gonna use that reference a lot now, so just say so if I get annoying.
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GaarasDaughter Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Student General Artist
"You gotta put the portal there"
"Cry"
"The portal goes right there"
"Cry"
"I got this Pewds just put the portal there"
"Cry!" Pewdie finally shouted.
"What?!" Cry shouted back, followed by his soft laughter.
"I love you, Cry" Pewdie said,
"I love you too man, now shoot the portal"




Im fuckin dead a couple lines in...O.O
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ReflectionHorror Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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Free internet forever :I
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ponyluv123 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
this almost brought tears to my eyes good job keep it up!
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SublteSecrets Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I absolutely love this :3



You think marzia reads this stuff? xD
OhMyGawshNoooo :dummy:
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ivee71 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013
I dont know but if she does that would be realllllly awkward...
LOL
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Hayley-wa Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:") I love it.
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Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012
OHMIGOSH.
My feels ;-;
:heart:
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angelofdarkness1254 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
i love this so much...:)
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